Life has thrown me some serious curves that brought about major life changes during this past year. I never knew before how quickly our lives could turn. But during this time of loss, hardship and pain I have had my eyes opened. I didn't even know they were closed. Do we ever? I now see how easily we can deceive ourselves. I began to question everything in my life as if it were all under a microscope. But through it all I felt unlike ever before the gentle guidance of my Heavenly Father as I looked for Him in the situation. For every person ripped out of my life he replaced with people who brought me closer to Him. For each area of lack or loss He brought restoration and directed our steps and gave provision. I had trials and tribulation in every area of my life. And when I wanted to quit, He wouldn't allow it! He loved me that much! He loves us all that much! We can all say we trust God...but until you have no place to turn, when it feels all answers are hidden and the darkness covers you...and you cry out to God, not in want but a simple prayer in your brokenness of "Lord YOUR will be done! No matter what happens I CHOOSE to follow YOU and not my own path." I KNOW I would not have made it through without God pouring out His love for me and revealing Himself in ways I never imagined possible.
After much prayer I find myself with a new love and respect for life and photography. I have been given a new vision even in photography, but one thing remains the same. When I look through the lens I find myself in even more awe of the God who gave me the passion and love for this. I get a glimpse or reminder of just how big God is! Bigger than any turmoil in our lives. I hope I can continue to stretch myself and grow in every area as I draw closer to Him. I hope this year I can inspire others to prioritize and focus on the one part of our lives that really matters...our relationship with our Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus. I hope you'll join me on this journey and see Him in my work as well.
On June 13, I wasn't sure if I was going to make it even outside to see the "Super Moon" much less shoot it. As always, I made my plans and at every turn the time drew closer and my opportunities slimmer. At last I was able to run out without tri-pod and shoot it. I didn't get the shot I envisioned, but I did suddenly feel small. All of the distractions and problems of the day and plans failing all leading up to this still, quiet moment. Here was this HUGE moon shining its light down from the sky on me. Another good reminder that if we set ourselves with a purpose to focus on Him that He will shine upon us in such a way that we can see how big HE is! I set my camera, focused and hoped I had at least one I would like later when I viewed them. A "Super Moon" to remind us we are loved in a big way.
We may see ourselves or our circumstances as big, but in reality they are minute compared to our God.
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